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Thursday, April 30, 2009

Love hurts..

He was talking on the phone..
I was 5 meter from him..
Still waiting for him..
He still laughing on the phone..

I tried to attract him..
But seem he enjoy the conversation..
I sms him after failed to attract him..
He read my sms after ended the conversation..

He enter the car..
I give a sweet smile..
He smiled to me back..
I feel warm but not welcome..

I drive and ask whose calling
he said friend - a guy
I test him - let me see
He refuse..

It's hurt..

We chat we look at each other eyes..
I can't find me in his eyes..
I feel strange..
I stop..

We move to other place..
I try again..
And I can't imagine
How the other girl looks like?

I send him home..
The clock ticking..
But I feel so slow..
I should be home early..

He is home..
I was confused..
I hate but I have no choice..
I'm dilemma..

It's hurt..

I can't sleep..


It's hurt..

I can't focus..

It's hurt..

All because of Love..

and it's hurt..

17 comments:

Fharelynne said...

If love hurts, then love some more, if love hurts some more, then love even more, if love hurts even more... then love till it hurts no more....

No man is worth your tears, and the one that is, won't make you cry.

Girllyen 'TM' said...

Huhuhu..~

i n d e n said...

:(

*hugggsssss* just...try not to jump into silly conclusion first kay? thats one of the many roots of every broken r/ship. *hugggsss*

wish i can say more but i dont think i fit to do so.

.xx.

Mell_f said...

Oh man :(

Girl,you've to love urself more and when u're able to do that everything else becomes secondary.

You dont deserve that pain.

Take care.

Sheena said...

Girl, you have to confront to him about this if not you'll never be able to find the real answer and you'll always get hurt...

::Sarah:: said...

*speechless* Awwwww...*hugs Girl*

Girllyen 'TM' said...

Inden.. I could not take it anymore.. Heart-broken..

Mell.. I tried.. but still.. heart-broken..

Sheena.. how to trust him if he already did the hiding part? Like.. for the 3rd times?

Sarah.. i really really need hugs~

cornelia charladine said...

be patient girl.
time will tell.

Sheena said...

So he's not worth for you....u don't deserve to be upset and sad bcoz of his bad attitude towards you..( doi ni pregnant hormones punya marah ni).. you deserve to be treaten well by your loves one..

Velarry Suan said...

No fella no cry.. no fella no cry..

Female version of "No woman No cry"

Girllyen 'TM' said...

Corn.. *hugs*

Sheena.. I will try to work things out juga ni.. i just felt wargh.. sakitnya hati sya.. the whole nite i cry bah.. buduh ni sya rasa..

Yeye~ Mari nyanyi kuat kuat~

Fharelynne said...

Girl, i really feel like hugging you!
Confront him and stay positive..no matter how much it breaks ur heart. Love is risky :)

Sheena said...

Nda buduh tu.ok bah tu nangis, kac ringan perasaan.sia pernah nangis almost 1 weeks with the same case like you..

DorisJ said...

just love him more and show your true love not hate..

Girllyen 'TM' said...

Vonne.. i'm trying.. huhu.. stressnya..
Sheena.. tired oo sya.. huhu.. why love so cruel..
Doris.. i have tried my best.. i just cant stand to get hurt again n again..

oh God.. please give me the strength to be extra patient..

BeautyBenefit101 said...

You know... if he can't make you happy, step back. Give time to each other.

If the relationship always makes you sad, unappreciated, maybe its time to say goodbye.

Long Distance Relationship is not easy. Its all about TRUST, BEING HONEST and LOVE.

If you can't let him go than PATIENCE!!

A relationship is a two way street. It's never all your fault or the other persons. You go into the relationship together and work through it all together.

In this case, I do believe you deserves some explanation from him.

*HUGS*

Mrs. Ezman said...

I know how u feel now girl.. meh sini sa syg2 ko! you have to be strong and Patient! it's worth .. Trust me!

*Fight for your Love*