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Friday, October 30, 2009

3 hours more to go

Run for your life!

To open my FB! Hahaha.. Damn.. i just can't wait to check my profile, the photos, and wall to wall notes. ;) Miss u FB~ Hahaha.. I'm not crazy.. I'm just being myself..

Thursday, October 29, 2009

Divorce Letter

Cold water

I received this email from one of my best friend.. You know who u are.. ;) After I read it, I just can't stop laughing and its really make me laugh out loud! Hahaha.. Thanks!

Divorce letter to the wife..
Dear wife:

I’m writing you this letter to tell you that I’m leaving you forever. I’ve been a good man to you for 7 years & I have nothing to show for it. These last 2 weeks have been hell.

Your boss called to tell me that you quit your job today & that was the last straw. Last week, you came home & didn’t even notice I had a new haircut, had cooked your favorite meal & even wore a brand new pair of silk boxers. You ate in 2 minutes, & went straight to sleep after watching all of your soaps.

You don’t tell me you love me anymore; you don’t want anything that connects us as husband & wife. Either you are cheating on me or you don’t love me anymore; whatever the case, I’m gone.

Your EX-Husband

P.S. don’t try to find me. Your SISTER & I are moving away to West Virginia together! Have a great life!

See what the wife reply~
Dear Ex-Husband

Nothing has made my day more than receiving your letter.

It’s true you & I have been married for 7 years, although a good man is a far cry from what you’ve been. I watch my soaps so much because they drown out your constant whining & griping Too bad that doesn’t work. I DID notice when you got a hair cut last week, but the 1st thing that came to mind was ‘You look just like a girl!’ Since my mother raised me not to say anything if you can’t say something nice, I didn’t comment. And when you cooked my favorite meal, you must have gotten me confused with MY SISTER, because I stopped eating pork 7 years ago. About those new silk boxers: I turned away from you because the $49.99 price tag was still on them, & I prayed it was a coincidence that my sister had just borrowed $50 from me that morning.

Despite all of those, I still loved you & felt we could work it out. So when I hit the lotto for 10 million dollars, I quit my job & bought us 2 tickets to Jamaica. But when I got home you were gone. Everything happens for a reason, I guess.

I hope you have the fulfilling life you always wanted. My lawyer said that the letter you wrote ensures you won’t get a dime from me.

So take care.


Your Ex-Wife, Rich As Hell & Free!

P.S. I don’t know if I ever told you this, but my sister Carla was born Carl(man)……… I hope that’s not a problem..
My feedback.. wakakakakakakkakakakakakakak! Just cant stop laughing.. Hahahah..

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

Out from Facebook for A week

Something Yellow

Last friday, I set my FB status not to login within 1 week. And today is the 5th day of the trial, quite tough for me because most of my friends are connecting through FB. Someone who addicted to FB ask me, how can u stand that long? He did try before but only last like 8 hours, hahaha! His excuse was because all his friends were actively facebooking, even without internet they still using their mobile phone or other source like sms. On 23rd October, 6pm, I officially off from FB, I don't missed FB after that, because I was away for a hilarious Ranau - KB trip with Kuai, Sebas, Merl, Amuzo, Vick, Uncle Greg and his son on 24-25 Oct. The 3rd day, they say they already uploaded some pictures into FB and that's where I felt tempted to open my FB but I told to mysef, NO! I want to learn saying NO to something that tempting like FB or maybe FAST FOOD in the future? :D So, what I did in order to 'forget' FB a while? (I really sound dying for FB, wakakak!)

a) Sleep early as I could..
b) Working like hell
c) Blogging like the first time..
d) Going out with friends
e) Look out the window - enjoy our nature
f) Listen to music and reading some books
g) Having fun editing pictures
h) Looking forward to 6pm, 30/10/2009 - Time where I can open my FB! Wakakak!

What is the impact of not opening my FB? I listen to my mp3 more often, sleep early, making friends through Flickr,,, YM, SKype, MSN, enjoy face to face communications, received so many calls why not opening my FB.. hahahah.. please don't drag me first, I have 2 more days to go. Yippie! I'm going to be a successful person. *Did I sound not running in the right track? :D Nevermind. LOL.
p/s: Somebody say I was in FB during this time, well, if you see this note appear in my FB, that has been RSS~ So every update in my blog will appear in my FB too, same goes to my flickr, eveytime I update my pictures in Flickr, it will notify on my FB wall. Learn something ;) Even there is note appear in my FB, it doesn't mean that I'm opening my FB okay?

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

Sayang Kamu

Just for today, hold hands with your soulmate as though you were holding hands for the first time.

Sayang Kinabalu
At Kalangadan

Hip hop wannabe
Golf Court at Mesilau

Normal is boring
Mesilau Nature Centre

Not So Kung Fu Stuff
Lin San Temple, Tuaran

Monday, October 26, 2009

When I Fall In Love

I miss you blue and green. I love highland and I really love Mesilau. The cold and freshness air I could breath. I love you Ranau! (Nasib bukan kampung sya - beruntung lah siapa orang Ranau)
Blue Green
p/s: Yang hujung tu.. memang tu.. pengsan~

Sunday, October 25, 2009

Sleeping Disorder

What is sleeping disorder? Sleeping disorder if I made a direct translation into malay words, it will be sound like - Tidur yang tidak teratur - means sleeping without follow the right of a human should take. Like 8 hours in a day. Some beauty consultant says, to maintain beauty, we must have enough sleep. Not lack and not too much also. I believe, I am not the only person who facing this problem. Guess most of you also have the same problem or habit like me. Well, this is what Stress like the most, not enough rest will lead you to stress.

I'm a person who likes to do the thinking when I am not talking. For instance, when I do the chores, I can think 5 other task in my mind while doing it, in the same time I might though about doing 5 job in 1 time which is impossible for me sometime, like, eating+bathing+jogging+sweeping the floor+playing dota, can we do that? No isn't it? I can be nuts! I bet u also the same. :p Too much thinking. Stop it!

I was sick for a week and my whole body weak with tonnes of unnecessary aching. Seek the doctor and get some medicine and I feel better on Thursday. Hope it because of the medicine that the doctor gave to me. Else, probably because I will never get better and didn't get the chance to go Ranau and lively see the winner of the Internation Climbathon which held on 23-24th of October 2009. So, what's wrong with sleeping disorder anyway? Hahahaha.. Actually it's about the things that I've done after I get well.

23rd October 2009

0600 hrs.
I wake early in the morning. Even I wake early, my mind thought of going back from the office already. After reach the office, I just can't wait to go home. My ex-lecturer (Jane) sms me, asking whether I'm free tonight to watch the launching of the new album of our local band namely Devine Master who has founded by Lotter Edwin the winner of Akademi Fantasi series 4. It was in D'Junction start 9pm. I told her that I could not make it because I had to wake up early as 4am the next morning to catch with my Pixelayerions buddy. I though of getting enough rest so I could catch up the early waking thing the next day. Surprisingly, my colleague (Jessie & Zul) really look into Lotter, they asked me to join them and willing to fetch me up so I can sleep while they driving. Since they said, it won't be long, I agree and get home at 7pm from the office , rushing get clean and walk into their car 7.30pm.
2000 hrs.
Drop at Salim Restaurant at Lintas, fill up my stomach with Roti Nan with Tandori Chicken and a glass of teh tarik halia, heading D'Junction after that. Upon reaching D'Junction, not too crowded, just okay. Bobby also joined us that night after kick off their badminton match before it, so Jc & Zul have one more friend to finish a tower of tiger beer. I order 1 glass of orange juice and 1 mineral water as I don't drink beer and I still have some antibiotics to finish.
2100 hrs.
The DJ was playing their parts while waiting the Devine Master to come out. The 3L of beer is halfway consume by them. My orange juice was finish and I slowly drink the mineral water while looking at them. About 30 mins waiting, at last the band shows up. It seems that every gig or small event like this didn't start on time.
2200 hrs.
Jane approach Bobby to come to their table, while I was busy taking pictures of Devine Master performing. He asked us to move to their (Jane) table, so we make a move and get to know everybody in the table. Most of them are Bobby's friends and glad they are comfortable with us.
2300 hrs.
It's quite late for me, but I don't want to spoil their nights. So I sit at the corner and watch Devine Master playing, and took some pictures with them too. Everybody was happy and I'm glad that everybody did enjoy the show. During this hour, Din suddenly show up, and the table be more merrier with his appearance. I sit next to him because I think that the rest was slightly drunk and I just look at them and make sure they still okay and not up to the point - collapse.

24 October 2009

0100 hrs.
They were finishing their last sip of beer and I told them that we should go now. Zul was hang over and I don't think he fit enough to drive and since I'm the only alcohol free, I choose to drive their car. Glad we in 1 car only. We drop at Daily, Foh Sang to cool down the 'hang over people' and I try to be patient on Zul, because he keep asking am I okay or not. After I parked the car, Zul let his head out and try to vomit and he make me thinking, why he keep asking am I okay or not.
0230 hrs.
Leaving Daily, after a several times reminding them that I have to go to Ranau at 4am. I drive home with them resting inside it. A bit sleepy but rather than I risk myself and their by asking them to drive (even they insist to) I will never let Zul drive the car. Suffering of listening to his i-can-drive-even-i'm-drunk, i-know-this-road, i'm-not-drunk statement. I reach home safely.
0310 hrs.
Packing my things and hope to get at least 1 hour sleep but I could not make it. Making our sandwiches for the morning trips then get ready all the should and should not bring things. The hours run so fast and I felt that Merl was driving too fast to fetch me too.
0500 hrs.
Running towards Merl's car, sweating all over me, although I just had my shower for the early morning. My head a bit dizzy but what should I do. Try to sleep during the trip to Ranau, but maybe because of the space and uncomfortable leg position, I can't take a short nap.
0630 hrs.
We drop at Kalangadan to snap some picture and take a really deep breath of Kinabalu view. I really think of sleeping by this time.
0700 hrs.
Reach Kinabalu Park and walking up to the finish line of the Climbathon race. I just can't stop yawning and I could sleep anywhere. I try to keep myself awake. My vision was very poor at this point of time. I try not to get lost because I'm afraid I could not find them after all.
0900 hrs.
Olumis offer us by having bfast at the cafeteria courtesy of Sutera Harbour, we have our bfast and still trying to make myself awake. My head was heavy and I think all the pictures I snap was out of focus and over expose.
1100 hrs.
Off to Ranau. They decide to sit at the back of Merl's car, I wish to but I told them I don't want. It was sunny, although it's cold out there, I choose to sit inside the car. Since everybody sitting at the back, and left me and Merl inside the car, I sat next to him and did fall asleep bout 30mins I guess. After reach Ranau town, we stop at 1 restaurant sort of like malay food court and order some drinks and food. Then heading to Pesta Durian, but tinggal yang mahal lagi..
1330 hrs.
Went to Lohan, Vick can't help of durians, hahaha.. So we went to Lohan and they did enjoy Durian Tembaga. Amuzo, Isaac (Greg's son) and I sat together at the other table as we did not eat durian. I do love durians but I don't dare to take it with my antibiotics in me. :D
1400 hrs.
Heading Pesta Kubis, I didn't get the chance to take a nap because I was worry about what will we have for our dinner. I sms Kuai and suggest what if we cook Sup Gorouk with lots of ginger. She agree and we went to look for the ingredient at around Kundasang market.
1530 hrs.
Reach Mesilau, put all my things in the room. Clean up the ginger that we bought in the market just now, and clean up the chicken. Kuai clean up the winter melon and help with the cooking. The water was so damn cold and the my eyes really look like a dead woman.
1630 hrs.
Take my shower and look if there anything I could do in the kitchen or help the guys, since nothing to do, I ask permission to sleep. I lay on the bed and then I don't remember what happen.
1830 hrs.
Kuai wake me up and told me the dinner is ready. I wake with the blurry face and look myself on the mirror.. Wuu.. my eyes look terrible but I pretend that I'm okay. Hahaha. At least I don't think anything about work. After dinner, we watch this movie "He is not into you" but I could not finish to watch with them so I go to bed.
2200 hrs.
I sleep. At last. I wish not to do it again. This is not my first time but I have learn my lesson. I will make sure I have enough rest.

*Will continue again the story of the good and warm weekend.. :)

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

My Wish

Today, I pray and ask for his forgiveness, I am sorry that I have been busy and sometime forget to pray in the morning and before I sleep. I am sorry that I have been working so hard and skip my daily prayer. Last few weeks, I bought this "PRESENCE - Prayers for Busy People" as guide by Inden on spending our ticket at the Sacred Heart bazzare. I just want to get well very soon and learn the lesson that I have been through lately. Thanks to all my friends who always be my side and pray for my health. I really appreciate it though some people didn't undertstand my situation. Like trying to apply leave but pretend not seeing it. Anyway, I will try to finish whatever outstanding task I have here and start my normal life again.


My wrinkled hand.. yaii~

Monday, October 19, 2009

Resting Mode

Feeling unwell recently, yet, I don't have the energy to update my facebook, flickr and all the task that queue up in my list paper. 3 days of holiday seem not enough for me to rejuvenate, therefore, I'm going to take 2 more days to charge up. This time, I hope it won't long, I really need to cure up. I still want to live as it is, and after this sick moment, I promise I will take good care of my health and never skip my medicine anymore, maybe skipping some of the medicine is acceptable, but some are important I guess. By the way, I must get well before this weekend, really want to see the climbathon.

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

International Climbathon 2009

Known as the toughest mountain race in the world.. This year, I might join for this event, now as a runner, but supporter and capture some moment on the hill~ yes! I love high heels, I mean, go to high hills or mountain. I love the cold weather, the cozy feeling that may reduce my stress. See you all at international climbathon at kinabalu park on 24 October 2009! Good luck to all the racer and hope that the rain didn't fall during that day. ;) For more information, please go to their official home page at

P/s: Hera will be going with Hero.. (the not so hero guy)

Warning: This is not a climbathon picture
The last time I visit Mount Kinabalu :D

Monday, October 12, 2009

Trouble is a friend

I'm addicted to this song at moment.. keep playing~ Trouble is a friend of mine~ haha..

Trouble is a friend - Lenka <--listen here

Trouble will find you
No matter where you go
Oh, oh
No matter if you're fast
No matter if you're slow
Oh, oh
The eye of the storm
wanna cry in the morn
Oh, oh
You're fine for a while
But you start
To lose control

He's there in the dark
He's there in my heart
He waits in the wings
he's gotta play a part
Trouble is a friend
Is a friend of mine

Trouble is a friend
But trouble is a foe
Oh, oh
And no matter
What I feed him
He always seems to grow
Oh, oh
He sees what I see
And he knows
What I know
Oh, oh
So don't forget
As you ease
On down my road

He's there in the dark
He's there in my heart
He waits in the wings
He's gotta play a part
Trouble is a friend
Is a friend of mine
So don't be alarmed
If he takes you
By the arm
I won't let him win
But I'm a sucker for his charm
Trouble is a friend
Is a friend of mine

How I hate the way
He makes me feel
And how I try
To make him leave
I try
Oh, oh, I try

But he's there in the dark
He's there in my heart
He waits in the wings
He's gotta play a part
Trouble is a friend
Is a friend of mine
So don't be alarmed
If he takes you
By the arm
I won't let him win
But I'm a sucker for his charm
Trouble is a friend
Is a friend of mine



p/s: I love Lenka's voice.. so cute~!

Saturday, October 10, 2009

Tagged by Fariz

Nickname: Girl..Vera..Lyen..Gee..

Age: 24

Birthday: 19/09/1985

School: SPM, Teknik Likas 2002..

Height: 164 cm

Blood type: O positive..

Religion: Roman Catholic

Hobbies: Photography, Blogging and Laughing..

Personality: Loud and emotionally abuse.. haha.. dunno.. u say it..

When you’re the happiest: When someone happy..

Your biggest complaint currently: Damn busy.. i have no time to spend with Him.. and he will bla bla bla with me again.. hehe.. but he never let me down though.. i love u dear..

What you wear when you sleep: Anything that not tight.. must wear something at least..

A hairstyle you like on the opposite gender: Baldy.. i always like baldy~ :D

Ideal girl/boy: He is the one.. he is the most understanding guy.. even there is some part that I can't stand about him.. He has been the most patient, sweet, loyal and always give me strength to live on..

Habits: Taking pictures

Favorite fruit: Dragon fruit & Bambangan

Favorite vegetable: Baby kailan~

Guy celebrities you think are good looking: Harith Iskandar.. I like his baldy head and his sense of humor~

Girl celebrities you think are pretty: Jessica Alba

A treasured possession: Walking on the street with him under a small umbrella.. :)

Numbers you like: 9

Things that stress you: Time and money

My bad qualities: Stress management..

Your mood right now: Slightly not good.. but still smiling..

What you want to do right now: Be in his arms.. I feel safe with him..

A kid you like: Wewe

Food you like: Sweet & Sour fish~ :D

Food you don’t like: Depends on how they prepare the food..

Shoe size: 8-9

Drinking capacity: Average

Cigarette: Anti-smoke supporter.. say no to smoke~

A movie that made you sad: Heart

A childhood dream: To have my own kids with a good husband.. yay~

Motto: Nobody's perfect but our flaws can be an advantage~

Bedtime: Anytime

Your future hope: Still healthy and own a great body with a good family home~

Do you think you’re the type that laughs easily: Yes! Even by looking at someone face.. yerr..

Something you cook well: Mostly chicken and pork dishes.. hehe..

Where do you live right now?: House? Telipok.

An event that remains in your memory: Cinta Itu buta..

What you say often: Yerr...

Have you ever gone out of country: Yes.. only to Singapore..

First kiss: Yes.. *wink*

If you did, where: Melaka, bandar bersejarah~

When you see a girl/boy, where do you look first: Their eyes..

If you suddenly got million dollars: Traveling~ :D

A drama that you had fun watching?: Ikaw Ang Lahat Sa Akin :D

A movie you had fun watching?: Gi Joe~

Eyesight: Ok la~

stress management methods: Smile and I dunno.. everytime I stress.. he will called me up.. that what we called we got chemistry.. i guess.. that's why I love him~ He never make me so much worry..

What you want to learn: How to love a person with all my heart without hurting other people feeling..

What you want to do: Sleep..

If your girlfriend/boyfriend was dying: I hope I die before him.. I'm not so strong in terms of someone dying..

When do you feel like you hate yourself: Doing one job that ended useless..

About relationships before marriage: it is important to know someone before getting married..

Lifestyle principle: Be humble, keep up the good work and never underestimate other people..

Weather that I like: Cozy and warm~

When is your TV time: When I have nothing to do and the internet is down..

Precious friends: Jacqulyn Oris~ ;)

Life is?: Difficult.

Favorite drink: Kopi Teh susu~

Favorite cookies: Almond nuts~

If you break up with your girlfriend/boyfriend, you would go: Seek him and look for solution..

A teacher you respect: All of them..

Introduce your family: Mom & Brothers.

Happiness is: enjoy the day together with your love one without any phone calls from the office.

A birthday present that you remember most: surprise celebration with my dear, nessa and her bunga at anjung senja.. and when they start sing happy birthday song.. everyone near us start sings too~ yerrr.. bikin malu.. but I really enjoyed the moment..

Favorite animal(s): Cats & Fish

Favorite plant: Durian

Favorite season: Christmas

About antis: katakan tak nak..

If you had to choose between love or friendship: No love without friendship..

If the world was to come to an end tomorrow: Ask forgiveness from my family and all who close to me..

Singing skills: I'm not sure.. haha..

Dancing skills: Very poor..

Your theme song: Aku Sayang Padamu - Atiek

Favorite fruit tree: Rambutan..

What do you feel about relationships where a girl is older than the boy: Fantastic~

If you were to die tomorrow: A ring from him a kiss that may last forever..

When do you want to marry: Next year perhaps?

Yourself 20 years later: Retired from my current job and doing a family business..

A country you want to see the most: New Zealand

E-mail: girllyen at yahoo dot com

What you want to say to those who read this: Thanks for reading and sorry for wasting your time.. :D

If you had a trait you want to fix: my menstrual period to be normal..

Last word: Don't love other people if you can't love yourself..

Thursday, October 8, 2009

Feelings of Girls

I received one email from my friends about this *feeling about girls* and read on it. So, I decide to comment a bit about it. Haha.. Some facts are true, but there are some I'm not agree with it. Haha.. Just enjoy the fun..

Feelings of Girls

1. When a girl says she's sad, but she isn't crying, it means she's crying in her heart. <-- mostly yes, just like our mother..

2. When she ignores you after you've done something wrong, it's best to give her some time to cool down before touching her heart with an apology. <-- i bet this is true

3. A girl can't find anything to hate about the guy she loves (which is why it is so hard for her to 'get over him' after the relationship' s over.) <-- it can be saves by a smile & caring

4. If a girl loves a guy, he will always be on her mind every minute of the day, even though she flirts with other guys. <-- hahah.. yes!

5. When the guy she likes smiles and stares deep into her eyes, she will melt. <-- I dont mind if he keep smiling to me.. *giggles*

6. A girl likes to hear compliments, but usually not sure how to react to them. <-- seriuosly, if someone say to me.. Girl, you have nice earing, errr.. should I say, is it? err.. ee.. biasa only pun.. err.. ya.. I dunno how to react to them..

7. When a particular guy flirts with a girl very often, a girl would start thinking the guy likes her. So if you treat a girl just as a friend, go easy on the smiles and stare ok? <-- not really, my view would be, this guy really nice oo.. Untung jadi kawan dia.. ;) I'm not a type of go easy in a feelings stuff, but I highly value friendship :)

8. If you don't like a girl who likes you, break it to her gently. <-- should be this way.. same goes to girl.. ;)

9. If a girl starts avoiding you after you reject her, leave her alone for a while. If you still treat her as a friend, talk to her. <-- Friendship is the best~

10. Girls enjoy talking about what they feel. Music, poetry, drawings and writing are ways of expressing themselves (which explains why most girls like writing journals). <--But I know A.Samad Said, Robert Frost and Da Vinci~

11. Never tell a girl that she is useless in anyway. <-- No human are useless okay?

12. Being too serious can turn a girl off. <-- Wakakakaka.. ya!!! I really like this one.. It tired me.. ;)

13. When the guy she likes calls her for the first time, the girl may act uninterested during the call. But as soon as the phone is back on the hook, she will whoop with joy and immediately start telephoning her friends to spread the news. <-- Huh? Let me see.. Eh.. not like me eh~

14. A smile means a lot to a girl. <-- Yes! Especially to me! A smile is the best cure for my soul~

15. If you like a girl, try making friends with her first. Let her get to know you. <-- Give her some time~ Do not jump into a sudden death conclusion =)

16. If a girl says she can't go out with you because she has to study, leave. <-- waaah.. this meant a lot to me.. Some girls maybe seriously need to study.. But if it happen 3-5 times, leave.

17. But if she still calls you or expect a call from you, stay. <-- nah.. see.. heheh.. if she still calls you.. there is hope..

18. Don't try to guess a girl's feelings. Ask her..... <-- dont guess, only if she ask u to guess.. but u must know the answer from her as well..

19. Hearing the words "I love you" is a great reassurance to a girl that she is beautiful. <-- *pengsan* no comment..

20. After a girl falls in love with a guy, she'll wonder why she never noticed him before. <-- ya bah.. kenapa bah.. kenapa bah..

21. If you need tips on how to flirt with a girl, read romance stories. <-- yaiii.. but.. boleh pakai laa.. haha.. if kena me.. tetap kena buli this..

22. When class pictures come out, a girl would first check who is standing next to her crush before actually looking at herself. <-- wakakaka.. i did this during high school.. damn..i love high school.. wakakak!

23. A girl's ex-crush will always be in her memory, but the guy she loves now stays in her heart. <-- the past is past.. but past will always remain in my mind.. thanks for the memories.. happy to grow today~

24. Girls love having fun! <-- everyone love having fun!

25..... A simple 'Hi' can brighten a girl's day. <-- yerrr.. of coz laa..

26. A girl's best friends usually know best what she is feeling and going through. <-- *wink* she know~

27. Girls hate it when a guy pays attention to them just to get close to their 'prettier' friend. <-- same to guy also kan?

28. Love means devotion, caring and happiness to a girl, in that order. <-- devotion~ apa tu? hahaha..

29. Some girls care about looks, some care about brains, but ALL girls want a guy who will love and care for them. <-- Of course~! Anyone want a guy who will not pay attention to u?? Raise you hand?? Anyone??

30. Girls want nothing more than to feel loved. <-- I love you ;)

p/s: Natt.. if you reading this.. sya teringat ni.. Pina Kolada.. hahah..

Wednesday, October 7, 2009

Facts of Life

Pathetic, very troublesome.

Do not rempit while raining

Ketika hujan.. aku mendengar lagu lagu ini.. (Tajuk sungguh membingungkan)

- Stupid cupid - Connie Francis
- Sitting Down Here - Lene Marlin
- Waiting for your love - Stevie B
- Yesterday - The Beatles
- The first cut is the deepest - Sheryl Crow
- To love somebody - Bee Gees
- I Love You - David Tao
- Corazon Espinado - Santana
- How you remind me - Nickelback
- Love hurts - (orchestra version) - Nazareth
- Have I told you lately - Rod Stewart
- Ting Ma Ma De Hua - Jay Chou
- Love of a lifetime - Firehouse
- More than Words - Extreme
- The Reason - Hoobastank
- Tears in heaven - Eric Clapton
- When I see you smile - Bad English
- Better than me - Hinder

Dan.. apabila ku sedari.. cuba baca tajuknya sahaja, it's like a storyline kan? Wah!

Sunday, October 4, 2009

I miss them

Yea.. it has been 5 months and more I guess.. We're not hanging out together anymore.. Just met Inden today and I realized that her hair quite long already. Time is running too fast and I just hope we can bump up together again, maybe for another Durian trips?


Friday, October 2, 2009

Suara (Ku Berharap) - Luna Maya ft Dide

Hehehe.. jom berkaraoke kita~

Make Myself Happy

Somebody are not happy with me lately, I already state my sorry but I guess it is not working. Indeed, I am not happy about it, and try to make them understand but they still want to act with their 'suicidal note', 'threaten act', which I also have no idea what should I do about it and I could not forgive myself. Maybe I should be silent, loving them seem hurting them more. I swear to God, I will break down, cry and let it all out by myself. I hate being too dramatic, but this is for real, this time I know and I learned that someone will be tough as they are. I will struggling to fight my weaknesses and pray for their safety, maybe it takes 2-3 days, then I will face them again.

Stop being self-craziness, share with you something here. I went to Likas yesterday. Went to jog and suppose meeting Eleanor, missing her like a decades, she just came back from N9, and I just can't wait to meet her. But, unfortunately she a bit busy since she reach here. It's ok Eleanor, will go out with you next week, it's a promise ok, else I will kill you! Kidding kidding~! Missing my girlfriends lately, Inden, Corn, huhuh..

I check my photos collection last night, I saw some of these pictures, and try to make fun of it. This girl is my cousin's daughter, her name is Charlotte Grace but we called her Indai. She's cute and I just can't stand with kids! They are very adorable! Grrr.. I want babies~ :p However, Indai belum pandai bercakap ni. Hehehe.. Thanks to Ingkok @ Soscho for the snaps.






Thursday, October 1, 2009

I am Sorry

Baru ku sedar, terlalu banyak kerjaan ku sehingga lama tidak mengunjung ruang doa. Why human always forgot Him during happy times but will only come back to Him in Sad moment? Hati ku sedih apabila mempunyai seorang rakan yang tidak kurang baiknya langsung tidak memahami keadaan yang pedih dan sukar ditanggung oleh manusia. Kadangkala, saya sendiri berasa bersalah disebabkan kesibukan duniawi, saya hampir lupa tanggungjawab sebagai seorang Kristian dan mungkin sudah tiba masanya saya sedar dan harus bertobat. Agar saya dapat menghilangkan penat yang terbuku di hati sekian lama dan mendapat kehidupan yang sederhana serta rakan yang terima saya seadanya.

Dalam Kitab Filipi, bab 2, ayat 1 hingga 7, "1 Jadi karena dalam Kristus ada nasihat, ada penghiburan kasih, ada persekutuan Roh, ada kasih mesra dan belas kasihan, 2 karena itu sempurnakanlah sukacitaku dengan ini: hendaklah kamu sehati sepikir, dalam satu kasih, satu jiwa, satu tujuan, 3 dengan tidak mencari kepentingan sendiri atau puji-pujian yang sia-sia. Sebaliknya hendaklah dengan rendah hati yang seorang menganggap yang lain lebih utama dari pada dirinya sendiri; 4 dan janganlah tiap-tiap orang hanya memperhatikan kepentingannya sendiri, tetapi kepentingan orang lain juga. 5 Hendaklah kamu dalam hidupmu bersama, menaruh pikiran dan perasaan yang terdapat juga dalam Kristus Yesus, 6 yang walaupun dalam rupa Allah, tidak menganggap kesetaraan dengan Allah itu sebagai milik yang harus dipertahankan, 7 melainkan telah mengosongkan diri-Nya sendiri, dan mengambil rupa seorang hamba, dan menjadi sama dengan manusia." - Demikianlah sabda Tuhan, dan ku renung kehidupan sendiri. Buat apa saya mahu buang masa dengan pekerjaan yang sia sia sedangkan saya mempunyai keluarga yang harus diambil berat? Kini ku tersentak.

Kepada rakan yang dikasihi, walau bagaimana pun, saya tetap sayang kamu dan tidak pernah saya berfikir and berniat untuk menyakiti hati kamu. Apabila kamu lapar, saya akan cuba mengenyangkan kamu, apabila kamu haus, akan ku hulur air untuk menghilangkan dahaga kamu, namun, jangan harapkan yang melampaui jangkauan saya sendiri, berikanlah saya sedikit belas kasihan dan walau dengan apa keadaan sekalipun, saya tetap kawan kamu dan minta maaf sekiranya saya perlu melukai hati kamu. Saya berjanji akan memberi peluang kepada minda saya sendiri agar lebih fokus ke arah yang lebih cerah dan kembali ke asal. Terima kasih Tuhan.

I hate Mr.Anger

Dear God, I'm really tired of answering all these questions.

a) What should I do? - like thousand times?
b) Which one best? - like thousand times?
c) What's wrong with you? - like thousand times I'm wrong?

*sigh* How I wish he is here, and I can share with him right away. You know my dad right? Is he with you now? Please tell him that I missed him a lot. And I will try my best to capture the sun today and talk to him. I missed the sun that brings hope for tomorrow.

I really hate to deal with people who have problem with their Anger. I'm tired and tired and almost died with it. Yesterday God sent me Mr.Cheerful yet overact, Today, God send me Mr.Loyal yet have anger management issue, will God send me Mr.Smile and full of happiness? I just hope God will lead the way, and time will heal. I love you God. Please make them more understanding and cold down the anger within their heart. I will sacrifice myself and give myself to you.
p/s: Happy anniversary dear.. we are officially 4 years now.. :)