Sad May for me

Bulan may ialah bulan kesedihan for me.. Sya rasa sya mau mati pun ada.. tapi.. i learn that.. whatever it is, we must keep positive.. keep smiling.. even our heart is broken into pieces.. sometime.. we intend to change to make someone happy but why do we need to change something good with existence into something which we are not sure what will be happen next? I have several questions if you dare to answer.

1) You are vegetarian, yet you kill a chicken and had it for dinner?
2) What will you do if you caught your mom/dad had an affair and doing sin at home?
3) Is it worth to break a friendship to a relationship that you not very sure?

I give you 3 questions and in different situation, see how many will respond.